Wednesday, January 18, 2006

good news and bad news

i hate sleeping alone.

but not the way you think, dear.
not enough to end up the where you think i will, dear.

you said you know you haven't done anything to hurt me, because if you had, then you'd feel bad... and since you don't feel bad at all, then i must be fine.

you're so wrong.
what you said was wrong.
what you're doing is wrong.
what you're seeing is wrong.
and you're only fooling yourself.

left my cd case in your flat. far too horrifying waking up this morning with the realization that i'd have to get through the day with nothing to listen to aside from my inhalations and exhalations. not that i've ever noticed them much before, but i do notice them now that they're the only sounds around. the repetitiveness could be chinese water torture.

the good news is it's still early.
the bad news is that it's so early.

6 Comments:

Blogger Spirit Of Owl said...

I hope the message got through.

7:52 PM  
Blogger Ubermilf said...

I will beat him in the head with a rubber chicken, then, while he's dazed, I will grab your CD case and run.

9:18 AM  
Blogger Loz said...

classic diablog... eloquent, intruiging and sad.

5:01 AM  
Blogger GingerSnaps said...

wow. how long has it been dia?

2:46 PM  
Blogger Knitty Kitty said...

oh dia..
I'm sorry to hear that..
i'm with ubie, rubber chicken beating should occur.

5:58 AM  
Blogger diadima said...

it's actually alright now.

although the rubber chicken sounds like marvelous fun, we've decided to set fear/insecurity/chicken aside and just admit to being in love.

geeky- i know. but such is life!

2:01 AM  

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